5-9-2010
It feels so awkward when I feel happiness and sadness at the same time... It's like I want to smile and cry at the same time... But at least some happiness for a change, I have felt real happiness for so long I think I forgot what it's like. All I knew is that happiness is better than sadness, but how it felt, I like completely forgot. At least I feel some happiness now. It feels great!
